Saturday, October 17, 2009

All Duh

I am all duh...that would be how my daughter said all done when she was younger. I am tired of the Army get to play games with my emotions. My spouse has been gone to long and I just want him back. He was supposed to be home possibly as early as this past Monday. Well being the pessimist I am I knew better than to expect him home early, so I wasn't surprised when that didn't pan out and we went to the original date of the 15th. Well when they pushed that back to Sunday night, I still wasn't surprised but nor could I laugh as I did the first time. However when he called last night to say we are now looking at Monday I lost it. I have two little people who are desperate to see their dad, I am trying to live a life normal while in limbo, and mostly importantly I am just done! I fought the good fight, I know I CAN do it, I just don't want to! How would you feel if 2 days before Christmas someone said "Hold it, wait, we are actually not going to allow you to have any type of Celebration on the 25th, all celebrating will take place on the 27th." Would you handle that well? Maybe if you are like me and could live with or without Christmas Hoopla, however in that case I beg you to put some date of importance in the example and work with me here! Nonetheless I will keep hoping Monday pans out....


Rachel said...

Hey Robyn - for some reason my blogspot is not updating recent posts - I still show your last post was cooking with Carson. Hmmmmm?! Anyhow, I know Steve's home now, so hope you're enjoying your family time.

Once again I must be missing you. I had a dream the other night we lived in the same neighborhood (a totally swanky neighborhood that I'll never be able to afford :) and you and Steve stopped by for some of my famous cheese dip and then to go yard saling. Funny huh?!

Clare said...

Peeved with blogger that none of our new posts are showing up- besides I have you in my "blogs I follow list" and I STILL didn't see your post. I promise I will check back more often. But most happy your honey is home!!!

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