I hope nobody gets to excited that I am blogging again, unfortunately I don't have much to say. However I do LOVE reading everyone's blogs, and feel I shouldn't benefit without contributing.
I wish I had something witty to write about, but I don't.
I wish I could think of a list to share with you but I can't.
I wish I had tried a great new recipe to pass along, but I haven't.
All I can think about is that I am done. I don't know how I got through the last 11 months, yet this last month of deployment is DRAGGING. I just want to feel whole again, I am tired of managing alone. I really do think I have learn alot about myself and my kids this last year. Even Steve and I's relationship has grown, however I am all done learning and growing. I just want to be a family.
I know this is quite a depressing way to come back in to blog land. However just getting this off my chest has helped. I know all things work together for His good, I just wish things would work a little faster:)
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To Carson, On Your 16th Birthday
1 week ago
3 comments:
Welcome back to Blogland! I know it is hard to see now, but the days will pass and this trial will be done. Be careful wishing away your days, in the blink of an eye your kids will be gone with kids of their own and these days will be only a memory. Love you and am praying for you. MOM
I'm glad you posted, and don't feel bad about posting things that aren't upbeat and positive. Your blog is just an online journal and if we don't know the problems we can't encourage you :)
It won't be long now before Steve's home. I hope your days are filled with fun times with your kids until he returns to share in the fun. Much love!
The last weeks are by far the hardest- I think even harder than the first couple. I hope us being here is making the time go by a little more quickly for you- even if you are spending it wishing we would go away and take our mess with us!:)
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